National day:(

I was really looking forward to National day when I was a sec 1. I thought everyone could go you noe... Ok.. I admit that my drill is not as good as Ruth's but at least I feel I am better than some ppl...Really sad now... Not saying pear is not good ... of course pear is good but others are not as good right? REALLY SAD NOW... I cried like 1 min ago for this... I thought it was so fun to march then you salut...SAD:(