My friend...my secret

Dear bloggie... hi... I kinda want to write what I want to say for what happened yesterday

I really don't exactly want to be pissed or anything for this... but it's just that I feel that I don't exactly understand her now... If I already let her know part of the secret, then she should do her part as my friend and keep it for me... at least in my point of view, that secret shouldn't be something you will joke with others about. I don't really have the energy to be angry ... but I kinda feel disappointed. I don't really know how you feel but according to me, you shouldn't tell that to people who are not that close to me. I just want to let you know that when I was curious about you in that same area, but I didn't try to force you to say it cos maybe you didn't want me to know abt it. But yesterday, when she started to talk abt what you told her, you added on to my shock by saying " then ___ is ____?" Do you know how disappointed I was at that time? I really want you to understand me... I don't want to blame you and I just want to take it as a joke but I hope you will think more for me at least...consider my feelings...cos I rly want to treasure our friendship... as much as possible..

So please...I don't intend piss you off or flame you...but I hope you can understand me more and know that I do mind things that I may not mind on the surface...

And lastly, I LOVE YOU (as a friend) heehee